Tag Archives: D/s

The Meeting

In my surrender
strength is found.
Softness has a hidden power
that lights up in surrender.

Demanded obeisance is met
with melted resistance
and fires smolder and spark.
Ferocious beast meets gentle dove.

The meeting brings one into grace
and the other into strength.

Finally,
strength and surrender
have met their match.

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Safe Space

On Tumblr, @instructor144 said: An important thing that the young/new Doms don’t get. D/s is not something that a Dom “does to” his sub. It’s something she “does to” HERSELF. She is not dictated to; she is simply wrapped in a cocoon of safety in which she can exercise her volition to embrace what she WANTS to do and WANTS to be. No mean feat, constructing that safe space in which the sub can, paradoxically, feel “free.”

My thoughts : So perfectly stated. When I feel safe as a submissive, I also feel safer to explore kinks I’ve said ‘no’ to before. When You make me feel safe, I can trust You to manage how I experience Your kinks … and maybe they will become my kinks, too. I can devote obedience to You with the deepest respect, not pandering cowardice or fear, or worse, needy insecurity. I can trust You to hear me, see me, and still be fully in control because mastery and control are who You are. I surrender my fear and step into Your space freely even if I shake with anxiety because I trust You to be in charge of keeping the safe space.

Edging Experiment – Want to Dom Me Through It?

This is a small departure from the erotic writings of haiku and poems. But not a departure from the erotic.

I enjoy Tumblr from time to time and have (another) anonymous blog there with mostly images of things I find erotic and sexually luscious to look at.

In scrolling through my Tumblr feed a few days ago, I ran across a blog about female orgasm denial. Huge fantasy of mine that was allowed briefly a number of years ago. I had a princely Dom play partner who loved to torment me with orgasm denial as punishment. Being an excessively orgasmic woman, orgasm denial became a delicious torture. It was an amazing D/s relationship. He taught me a great deal, as well as being the catalyst for much healing.

To the point of this post.

I have entered into a 30-day orgasm denial process at female-orgasm-denial.tumblr.com (#juNo30days). Today is day 4 and today I also started a private online journal to write about the 30 days on this journey.

As I’ve become very adept at hands-free orgasms and energetic orgasms, this orgasm denial will be a feat of epic self-control and awareness!

What I’m looking for is a few Dominant men, (but a Dom female would be a fun adventure, too) who will be given access to my edging / orgasm denial journal. I am requesting you assign me tasks, if you wish, that increase the challenge of me edging (no orgasms allowed) for the remaining days of the challenge. The rules of the challenge I’ve agreed to are here. Suggested punishments for cumming (accidentally!) are here. I will be honest in my naughty private journal and will confess if I orgasm while edging or if I have any ruined orgasms while edging. (It is truly amazing that I have made it 4 whole days. FOUR DAYS!)

I have a life which includes work and client hours 5 days a week, so be mindful of that, please, if you wish to assign me tasks. I’m already edging 3 x a day as agreed upon with the challenge. Would you like to add to the mix? Make me edge more? (Ok, I’m not giving you any more ideas I may have to live with.)

What’s in it for you? You will have voyeuristic access to my private thoughts and experiences edging. I promise it will be honest and candid. I’ve been trying to think of something else to offer you in exchange for your valuable time and Dominant goodness and am (uncharacteristically) not having an inspired idea at the moment. Perhaps your voyeuristic viewing of my journal and the ability to enhance my edging with consequences if I orgasm is enough? Perhaps teasing me with erotic banter and maybe provocative images will delight you enough? Or make a suggestion.

Of course, journal entries will include reports on completion of any assigned tasks and what happened while doing tasks.

Please make your interest known in the comment section below, including how to contact you privately with my URL for my Tumblr edging / orgasm denial blog. If we have previously corresponded privately, you are also welcome to email me directly about your desire to Dom me during the edging challenge.

Please don’t leave me hanging! Or should I say please please please don’t leave me edging all on my own?! Respond, please. Yes, I’m begging. It only seems appropriate.

Cloaked and Waiting …

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Cloaked and waiting.
Naked beneath jasmine-scented linens,
bound legs and arms stretched wide,
I wait.
Pain rolls through my body with orgasmic shivers as companion.
Pale skin welted red from his ministrations and precise focus.

Footsteps echo in the room overhead.
Back and forth,
back and forth
he paces.
Sweat drips down his brow from the efforts bestowed upon me.
With furrowed concentration, he plans the next phase of my
indoctrination into his service, his pleasure.

All I know is his footsteps have suddenly stopped.
I don’t see the lustful glint of power and sly smile,
nor do I know the wicked plan formed in his mind.

I tense in fearful anticipation paired with shivers of hope
knowing it will be a test of my limits in pain service and pleasure.
What has my Sir in store for me?

Then I sigh and relax knowing his ferocity is safe.
His ferocity will cover me and lead me into that peaceful, still space
where I hear only his breath and feel the penetration of his …

focus.